Wednesday, 24 September 2008

The time is now.

It is far too late but unless I seize the moment that I have been savouring all day and possibly most of the month I will never get this started.

I will from now on not bottle up what is in my head and my heart - too long I have done this and it has only granted me heart ache and a sore head.

I really need to thank Charlie for her blog that has inspired me so much to get up and DO SOMETHING - I wonder if she knows how much she inspires me and I would imagine a fair few other people too. I shall tell her when I see her. Or possibly before.

I should be asleep and resting for the next two days will be hectic and rather packed, work, volunteering training, going to York , a work event in Malton and then the week begins again. It all seems to be slipping away from me, sliding out of reach just as I manage to grasp the edge again; a never ending loop of events, people, conversations, food, sleep.

I wish for tonight that I have a dreamless sleep. One that is peaceful and calm so I can rest without being more active than when I am awake. I wish for a brain freeze that allows me a brief hiatus. I wish...to be free.

1 comment:

Charlie Bluefish said...

Thanks for the mention!! Writing can be really transformative. Pretty amazing if someone else reads it and it makes a difference to them in some small way. Asking yourself what you want out of life can be a risky business, because it does eventually require action and change. But so much better to be conscious and aware of who you are, how you feel and what you really, really want. Best of luck with your brand new blog. Love from, Charlie.